yes i also miss those girls alot. kristin was my role model. i thought of her as the older version of me. when ever i talked to her all i could think is "wow i want to be just like her." i miss all the other girls too. even some of the girls that made me angry. no it isnt the same and it never will be like that again.
but if you havent noticed every year our guard gets better. not because those girls left because well they were all very good.
but things are finally starting to fall into place. this is my first year that we've had the same instructors. and from what i have been observing, holly knows what she is doing and we are very lucky to have her again.
yes the guard is very immature. but they'll get over that by the time precamp rolls around.
my goals for this season are having more dicipline, and having NO drama. i dont really have much control over the drama issue but usually if someone is upset i can help them through it so maybe i can help with drama?
as far as dicipline goes... i dont want to have to yell at anyone. i dont like doing it. but if i have to give laps to make people stop talking when i am trying to, i will. perhaps if i do become the mean one we will be better? i dont want to be the meanie but if i have to to get respect, i will.
no i cant promise things will get better. i can only hope. i can guarentee, how ever, that this year your captains WILL be able to work together. the three of us have known each other for along time and we know each other well.
i guess with all of this, i am trying to say that i cant promise anything. i can only try my best to make this season the best one yet. and i will try my hardest because i want my senior year to be memorable. and i dont want anyone to ruin it for me or anyone else. (im sorry if that sounded selfish)